Im a typical sagittarius girl, always have ‘crazy’ idea and love freedom,which somehow made my mother worry a lot. As I grew up this kind of element seems grew stronger in my blood. After graduation from colleage , I had some quite decent intership jobs and some of them I had chance to become a offical staff. My parents are traditional people, all they want is just I can live like most of people, study, work, get married, normal but happy life. But I knew this is not I want, honestly that time I hated to sit in the office from 9am to 5pm, I had no idea how other people can stand doing that for so many years. Finally I quit the job without tell my parents. But I was scared to go home and tell them , so everyday in the morning next few weeks I acted like nothing happened ,left home at 8 am ,came back at 6 pm. Of cousre I didnt go to office, I went to my friend’s home, sitting on his sofa and thought about how I could make money without going to office and sitting there all day. This was another story. Then I started to feel guilty to my mother, at last I chose to her them the truth. fortunately she didnt blame me much , in the contrast she said she knew I would not persist to work longer than 3 months! I told my mother my decision that I wanted to try business. I don’t want to talk about this small business works lot because it’s long story , but if to explain it in simple way , it’s just buy stuff here then sell them there. But it works, thank god!
I keep doing it for one year then I stared to feel bored , I got another “crazy”idea , I talked to my family , asked her permission to study aboard. As was expected she said No again, and because of this we fight a lot. I can understand why she would not like to let me go . I am a only child and in their eyes I am still not independent even I was already 23 that year. When I really want to do something , I couldnt help thinking about it and wouldnt listen to others. So Im here today. And I didnt ask money from my family. now my mother seems to understand her daughter more, and I always love her no matter what happened. 😛
So now Im started to think maybe being crazy is not that bad, not everytime means unrealistic . we just need to trust ourselves. Actually my biggest crazy idea now is that I want to retire when Im 40. I will move to thailand, beach, sunshine and easy life. I dont know if I can make it come true now but I will work hard on it . I have more than 10 years to go ….big target.