An Elegy on catastrophe, evil, sin, death, horror, pain. Pray for L.A.

Sometimes the world can be an inferno. Many things are happening this second and next second. My mother said once, what’s wrong with the world, disasters were happening all the time.  My mum is a good person, I hope I didn’t even notice that. I hope I am a robot. People haven’t recovered from the…

Quit Smoking

I quit smoking three weeks ago. It was a difficult decision because I became addicted to smoking. I Kept smoking for eight years. So that made my habit hard to change. Two months ago, I started reducing cigarettes from 20 to 10, and every week I decreased more until I ended up with one cigarette…

New Beginnings

Big changes in life although exciting, can also come with a substantial amount of stress. Within the past month, 3 large parts of my life have seen major changes. For the past year and a half I’ve been struggling a lot with my happiness and confused about my future. I was living at home and…

A Different Kind of Love

His eyes so big and so brown. His face so beautifully put together. I felt a rush of something I still can’t describe. I was confused, yet enthralled. His presence ever so captivating, I was immediately disrupted with the thought that he and i could possibly be a pair. Well I had no choice, he…

Winter is the worst time if you are single,you live in Brooklyn and your family lives in a different country.

        I was born in a South of Russia,on a seaside of Black Sea,so I hate when it cold,when it snow and you have to wear all that clothes to stay warm and you still freeze. In my imagination the only  beauty of winter time is when you can cuddle with your…

Dreading Monday??

I just recently heard someone say,  “Mondays are perfectly fine, nothing is wrong with Mondays. It’s just the job we have that absolutely sucks why we dread them.“ Interesting I thought! I do not work but when I used to be a part of the working world, I remember dreading going to work on Mondays….

Hair Daze!

I have always been obsessed with hair. How it frames your face, its versatility, how the way you wear it can change the way you look entirely. My most recent hair obsession is natural hair. If you don’t know what natural hair is, then it may sound strange to you. You may be saying to…